January 1, 2012

Movie List - 12/2011

Any movie that is highlighted should definitely be checked out! Movies that are in bold are considered to be good, but not great.



Movie List - 12/2011

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 Young Adult
Margin Call
Gettysburg
35 and Ticking
Infamous
The First Grader
Apollo 18
Faces in the Crowd
True Blood: Season 3
Bunraku*
Colombiana
Warrior
Donnie Brasco
The United States of Leland
Fright Night
Point Blank
Community: Season 2
Monty Python's Life of Brian
Life, Above All
The Change-Up
Green Lantern
The Smurfs
Hanna



*The action sequences and filming techniques were awesome but that still could not help this snooze-fest. So much potential but something went wrong. I couldn't sit through that boring movie ever again!


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Instant Activity Movie List: 7/2011 - 12/2011

Any movie that is highlighted should definitely be checked out! Movies that are in bold are considered to be good, but not great.



Instant Activity Movie List:
7/2011 - 12/2011


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Psych: Season 5
Parks and Recreation: Season 3
Parks and Recreation: Season 2
Death of a Ghost Hunter
The Kill Point
In the Mouth of Madness
Breaking Bad: Season 3
Breaking Bad: Season 2
Breaking Bad: Season 1
Paranormal Entity
Parking Wars: Season 4
Parking Wars: Season 3
The Breed
Medium: Season 6
Don't Look in the Cellar
The First 48: Season 1
Nick Swardson's: Season 1
Army Wives: Season 3
Army Wives: Season 2
Are You Scared
Mad Men: Season 4
Mad Men: Season 3
Mad Men: Season 2
Fire in the Sky
Sons of Anarchy: Season 2
Sons of Anarchy: Season 1
Arthur
FlashForward: Season 1
Cold Prey
Gangland: Season 1

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01/01/2012

I've recently been in a happy-go-lucky mood, but with three hours left in 2011, I was given a taste of that very unpleasant reality that I've been running from. That very same one that is ignored once that musical beat starts to play. That very same one that is paused at the onset of any movie that this movie addict gets her hands on. That very same one that always magically disappears when this foodie stuffs her face with a mouth full of delicious food.

But this time hurt more than ever before.

Same scenario, same person, same words.

Yet this time, the blade was bigger and felt razor sharp. Pierced me in a way that I was not prepared for.

Still, I brushed my teeth, showered, got dressed and went to the last place where my bitter, disappointed heart wanted to be: church.

I knew 2012 would be a better year, but it would definitely ring in on the wrong foot.

Fast forward to the countdown. I arrived scorned and angry, but now I was overcome with a feeling of despair and hopelessness.

Why was I here in the exact same dilemma, in the exact same place, where I never chose to be?

Can one truly be too naive to fathom what the future holds?

How many humiliating defeats must occur before realizing that some battles are not meant to be won; that this victory might really be unattainable?

When can you walk away, knowing that you've given it your best and have given it your all?

So as the countdown began, my emotions got the best of me.....


I deserve to be happy!

5 ...

I deserve to be loved!

4 ...

I deserve to be acknowledged!

3 ...

I deserve to feel and be whole!

2 ...

FUCK YOU NEW YEAR!!!!

FUCK YOU for every tear that will be cried
and every second of sorrow that will be felt!




And at that moment I felt a sigh of relief.




Wrong time, and definitely wrong place....

But....

I am only human.

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So as I sip this vodka/pineapple/cranberry martini, I bid you a happy new year. May your heart be filled with peace, joy, and love, and may God smile upon you and bless you with a prosperous new year. - MRLz



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